Monday 16th Feb
My hair is SO greasy and oily
and yuck this morning. Well, ok I did put on a load of olive oil on it
last night - is good for your hair. Also yesterday I had my honey face
mask and I draped my wheat back around my neck - one of those that you
heat up in the microwave. So I sat there, closed my eyes and meditated
- very relaxing!
Gotta
wash this stuff off my hair. I did try the honey, egg yolk and olive oil
hair mask but can't day it did a lot for my hair. I also tried the mayonaise
one, the smell made me feel a bit yuck (and I love mayo), but having it
plastered all over your head then sealing it all in with a plasti bag
for half an hour - ewwww. BUT it did make my hair soft and shiney I must
say - so I'll be doing that one again.
I love doing the warm honey on my face, face mask, that is lovely and
makes my skin softer.
R and I are off to mum n dads tonight for a few days.
R
and I went for an hours walk, well she rode her bike, I walked. Weather
is quite nice, sunny and a bit cold.
Jumped
on the scales this morning - jumped right off them and ignored them!!!!!
2 lbs is all I will say!!!!!!!!! Damn. BUT no matter, am going to eat
healthier and exercise (yes I know I keep saying this)..........that
is all I can say and maybe the more I say
it, the more I do it?!
Thursday 19th Feb 2009
Can you hear me crying "ooohhhhh
noooooing?"
Yep, I am not happy. I am feeling VERY FAT.
Not a little bit chunky or bloated or flabby
- but major FATNESS.
R and J and I had a nice few days in mum and dads, we did. Mum bought
me a nice pretty white cotton top and a chunky green cardigan and a nice
necklace to match so I can wear them tonight to go out for the works meal.
Am saddened that they are a size 18. I thought they'd be WAY too BIG on
me but they aren't. Yes they are loose but not too big.OMG I DON'T WANT
TO BE THIS SIZE ANYMORE
My sister Vanessa has gone back to Slimming World and lost 9 lbs so far.
I simply could not face going back to another slimming club though.
Calm down, calm down..........(me that is)
I am simply going to keep aiming to eat healthier and move more ok..........
I am not stressed over my weight (much). OK I AM, VERY MUCH SO. Excuse
me while I go and scream and stamp my feet.............
J's
hair at the moment.Looks great
See how
long R's hair is...wow!Later today am going to the nursing home with Neil's dad to see Neil's mum. Nothing else planned for the day really.
Got
these two perfumes from my sister - Ghost and Provocative Woman. She works
in a Chemists and had tons of perfumes. Mum gave me one by Next called Woman
and a Morgan one but I forgot to get them from the bedroom and left them
there. I like perfumes, not cheap ones though cos they smell horrid. Went
to Boots the other day to spray some on, some of them are not me. My facourite
is Chanel no 5, I still have a small bottle of this that Neil got me (it
was a set of 3 bottles) very similar to this.......
I bought 3000 gems from Betterware or whatever you call it. I had this idea that I might buy a canvas and paint on it and stick some jewels on it - sounds naff but in my mind Hmmmmmm.....a beautiful canvas for the bedroom. We shall see. Need to buy a cheap box canvas, some paints and some tiny tweezers and glue for the jewels.
I feel I need a project other than painting in the house (ie the walls) and yes I still have the bannisters to finish!!!!
Am
also thinking of doing some course (study) in September, a night class...I
want to study. I do get to go on the occasional course via work but they
are few and far between and more just day workshops rather than courses.
Dunno what I want to study really but am hoping something appeals to me.
Been inspired by Lindsay
who is doing ECDL and a cooking course etc. I did ECDL about 4 years ago
(got that). Don't think I want to do a language. Can't think what I might
want to do? O'd like to study for some sort of certificate but would also
like to do a class for pleasure - like art or similar. Am crap at art really,
but still!We shall see, something will come up.